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2008-12-31T18:45:00.002+08:00

Came across a sms from lewis.

It's amazing when strangers becomes frineds.
It's sad when friends becomes strangers.
I never want to lose a friend like you.
I met you as a stranger.
I took you as a friend.
I hope we meet at a place where friendship never ends.

How true and awkward..

2008-12-20T20:26:00.003+08:00

Its probably been months since I posted here. Perhaps its to refresh my mind on whatever happened here for the past years. I still can't believe the fact that its only a few more weeks or even days to the start of Secondary four.

Time truly flies, soon enough I will be in the army, then perhaps university and then getting myself a job, getting married, being a dad, get old and die away as the day past. I've always thought about the future and I think of means of ways to get out of this horrific cycle. Perhaps jumble the order of sequence of events around? Whatever it is I felt that life could be alot more interesting.

Oh boy am I glad to say that I'm emotionally alot more stable than maybe say, Sec1 and 2. i've always heard people telling me not to be emo and all that but I seriously think theres nothing wrong with me then and that they are just making a big fuss outta it. But its like kinda weird now cause when I read my archive its like I-seriously-dunno-what-the-heck-is-wrong with me last time.

But anyway I realise everything's not important anymore.

2008-07-27T19:09:00.000+08:00

I love you so much girl, so much that I couldn't control myself.

2008-06-17T00:04:00.002+08:00

Just a little something for my june archive to appear.

29th May
-pam-: LOL paiseh. i was tagging about what i read in your livejournal post. hahaha
me:lol

1stJune
-pam-: HEH HEH HEH! clement is stupid, pam is smart=D hahahahahahaha lol
me: nonononono STOP LIEING!

5thJune
jeremy: spl also = stingray patrol ldr lol..did you really put it in ur pocket? lol..
jeremy: we only found ur hp lol. ur pocket is weird
me: Check mroe carefully next time heh.

13thJune
-pam-: hey weird! yi lu shun feng! haha tonight damai right? hahaha
me: hahahah thanks weirdo, though the trip's already over

16thJune
yuanzhi: lols haha adrian!!! i hate him lor i tell u. when i go there buy badges all tat he keep guailaning me. that mother fcker b!tch. keep gling me n then he keep boosting how good his bl00dy lanjiao sch is
yuanzhi: bedok south! wadever lor noob shet. zzz that idiot then he threaten to pump me one time. knn if i challenge him i tell u he sure fcking tio pwn
me: Haha yea fatass steal my keropok. That time go hq he also kpkb me like siao.

2008-05-26T21:58:00.002+08:00

19th May

pam-: wapiang your replies to tags are like =.= HAHA siao you are online again!! HAAAHAH
me: are like what?!

22th May

cornelius: boo. I always wonder. You have loads of highly shrung poem-like posts. Did you compose them?
me: hmmm what do you think

25th May

pam-: lol you jav clem. JIAYOU LAH. haha and lol more power less brains to studyHAHAHAHAHA
me: HUH?! WHAT ME,JAV, CLEM?!

Have you ever considered my feelings ,right from when we started, before.

2008-05-18T11:23:00.002+08:00

11th May

josephine: haha. you're damn funny. =.= you still post on your LJ. hahah.
josephine: no. blogspot.
me: haha reply tags only what

12th May

DEBRA: HAHA WTH YOU SUCK CLEM BUT THANKS FOR THE SONGS AND I OWE YOU A DRINK
me: NONONONO I ROCK MORE THAN YOU FAG! (: haha i wan bird's nest

15th May

pam-: HAHA but now the exams over le mah! so its zero and zero. NO MORE! HAHA and yes your posts are like ZOMG EMOZZZ! HAHAHAHA byebyebye
me: what's zero and zero?! ZOMG really?! haha

-angela*: WHY YOU USED LIVEJOURNAL????!!! I TRIED TO USE IT TODAY BUT IT WAS SO FCUKING COMPLICATED!!!
me: HAHHAAHAH only clever ppl understand X)

16th May

-pam-: HAHA its nice chatting with you today. HAHA smile hard yea. and yilushunfeng abt your china trip!
me: cannot! smile so hard all my cheek cells will die so I'm not gonna smile at all. :/

17th May

-pam-: opppppppssssss msia! lollollollol!!!
me: dumbdumb >.<

joHN: YO BABE!
me: hey sexy.

2008-05-11T02:05:00.003+08:00

Guess I'll only reply tags on this blog. So keep it coming people!

4th May

Name: COOLBLOGLOVEIT
me: Wow thanks.

angela*: HELLO ASS WHY AM I LINKED AS A LOUSY COM HOGGER?! TSK! Don't emo alrdy okay! come talk to me okay!
me: Hey haha I changed already happy?

DEBRA: HELLO HAHAHAHAHAH WHAT CHINESE
me: HAHA I forgot cheena FAG!

8th May

-pam-: HAHA not using blogger le ah. HAHA DONT EMO MAN. your posts are like ZOMG. hahahaha cheerups!
clem: Haha ZOMG what are my post like >.<>.<

9th May

pam-: PAISEH LAH! i dont like to use eh livejournal mah!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAH you pro lah! HAHAHAH HMPFH!>.< HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA jiayous. few more to go!haha
me: GRAH! I have 3 more papers and you only have 2 NO FAIR!

josephine: hello. cheerup. okay. idon'tcare if you LJ not. i'm still going to tag here! my new link! www.smilingbrightly.blogspot.com ((:
me: haha hey yea linked you ardy.XD

2008-05-08T18:23:00.001+08:00

I 've moved. Link.

2008-05-08T15:13:00.004+08:00

"As I stared in to the dark sky, I thought of our bright times."

I'm over done with here. I'm going soon. Till next time. Bye
I still can't face the fact that its over. I hate this life. I gave you all i could. I learnt, not to trust anyone, anymore.
All these stupid lies. Nothing could make you come back now. I rest my peace.

2008-05-04T19:06:00.002+08:00

I know it will be easier
once I get over you
but there's that giant barrier
that I must first break through
And each time I try to push hard
to get over the crest of that wave
I find myself back on the shore
with more chains in being your slave

I know days would be lonely
Without you by my side anymore
but first I'd have to chase all traces
of missing you from my head
And each time I try to lock them out
and keep them out of my brain
I find them all tearing their way back in
and I'm just a bit more insane

I know my heart would be less broken
if I just allow myself to
Bleed my way out
but I can't stand the thought of letting you go
and I let myself be overcome by doubt
And each time I try to let you drain
to bring myself to say Goodbye
I find it just lets more of you in
and I'm further wishing to die.

------------
That's the end of our story, my story.
Drowned in sorrows.
Bye.

2008-05-03T21:39:00.005+08:00

My biceps looks puny and fake oh whatever.

BLEEDING LOVE

Closed off from love I didn’t need the pain
Once or twice was enough and it was all in vain
Time starts to pass before you know it you’re frozen
But something happened for the very first time with you
My heart melted to the ground found something true
And everyone’s looking round thinking I’m going crazy

But I don’t care what they say I’m in love with you
They try to pull me away but they don’t know the truth
My heart’s crippled by the vein that I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear but they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that their goal is to keep me from falling
But nothing’s greater than the risk that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness I see your face
Yet everyone around me thinks that I’m going crazy Maybe maybe

Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it’s draining all of me
Though they find it hard to believe
I’ll be wearing these scars for everyone to see

Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And I keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I Keep bleeding, keep keep bleeding love

As tears streamed down. I thought of you, helpless.

How much I love you is how much grass is there in the grass patch. I lost count.

2008-05-03T19:57:00.003+08:00

I've been thinking of you again
Thinking of what we were...
Thinking of all the fights

All the pain
All the heartbreak
Thinking of what I became for you
Became because of you
Looking back I can't remember
I can't remember who I was
What I wanted
Who I served

Certainly not myself at that point
Everything I did I did for you
Only for you...
Only for what I thought was love

I was drowning in you
Drowning in what I thought you were
Blind to the consequences Blind to the pain
Now I see clearly

You don't need me anymore
You aren't with me anymore

Now...
Now that you're gone
Now that you're never coming back

Finally now I can see
What happened wasn't my fault
It was my responsibility
It was up to me
I was just too blind to see...

Till we
Meet again

Stay back late last night watching Final Destination 2 and 3. Thought about lots of things.

I watched Hilary Clinton vs Obama on WWE wow interesting. K i know im lag that epidsode was aired lasst week. In the end none of them won. Umaga came out and knocked both of them out.

2008-05-02T20:42:00.002+08:00

"I'd take another chance,
Take a fall, take a shot for you.
I need you like a heart needs a beat,
But it's nothin' new.
I loved you with a fire red
And you say...
Sorry, you're not the angel
Heaven let me think was you...
But I'm afraid..."

Meeting with Squirrel the District Comissioner today.

PLTC-
Patrol Leader Training Camp. Excited about it. Its at East Coast Park and its only 2D1N. HQ syle wooohoooooo. Its getting better every year.

2008-05-01T15:37:00.007+08:00

I listen to these love songs
And the lyrics are all the same
“I love you,” this and
“I fucked up,” that.
“I miss you, love” and
“I want you back.”

I don’t want to cry
I want to scream
I want to pretend
This is all just some sick dream
Inside I’m breaking
I’m falling apart
So why does every song remind me
That there’s nothing left of you?

These emo songs are killing me
The words are just so true
And every time I listen
I tend to think of you
And of all the things you’d say
And the way you’d make me feel
But I need to get over the fact
That none of it was ever real

I don’t know what I’m feeling
But I know still want it there

I don’t want to cry
I want to scream
I want to pretend
This is all just some sick dream
Inside I’m breaking
I’m falling apart
So why does every song remind me
That there’s nothing left of you?

Nothing was konsant
I was never your star
And I’ll never understand
How we got so far
Now the melody is finished
It went on for way too long
All that’s left are the memories
And that one special song

I don’t want to cry
I want to scream
I want to pretend
This is all just some sick dream
Inside I’m breaking
I’m falling apart
So why does every song remind me
That there’s nothing left of you?

I hate myself.
I know I have to face the fact and that I have to go through all this by myself and no one would be thr anymore. I can do this, I have to.
71,091 grass and counting.
I love you so much.

2008-04-30T20:27:00.004+08:00

Someone talk to me, cheer me up and lift my spirits now. Feeling down now. :(
I have the sudden urge to go Giant now.
{error code 214} ilyJ

Scouting- My Best Friend
It never left me.
It always made me feel good at the end of the day.
It gave made me what I am today.
It never failed to cheer me up.
It made me think of nothing else except poles structures and lashings.
It gave me 6 very very close brothers and 20+ close brothers.
It is alwasy there for me in my times of need.
It is my best friend.
And I still place you in front of my best friend. Can I ask you this again. Can we still be together?

2008-04-30T15:55:00.002+08:00

My results are just getting screwed. Who wouldn't if you only knew yesterday that the mid years is next week.

I shall make full use of tommorow for a crash corse. That reminds me of Pri6 whn I didn't know that the prelims were tmr till the day before.

Wow guess I'm that lag. Off to study now.
Its been 11 days without you. 11 days of hell, mixed emotions. I know that its time to move on. But even after I moved on, I'll bring the feelings on with me. Iloveyou still.

2008-04-26T20:51:00.006+08:00

I know this came abit late but better late then never right.

Its already been 1 week since handover. I'm already busy with planning after MYEs activities. Busy busy busy.

This post was enthrusted on me, so I had to do it well. 1 wrong move and the whole troop's a goner. Well almost probably. Well lets continue.

Scouting is

.......one of the oldest youth organisations in the world, based on B-P's belief that the spirit of adventure may be spread to boys all around the world on its establishment in 1907 in the island of Brownsea

....being in the hot sun the whole day, getting your body sunburnt in the process, and feeling all the blisters on your hand as you continue to tug away at the manila rope to tighten the wooden pole that you are going to stand on next

....taking down the tower after you stare at it with pride in your achievement....about making friends, establishing and maintaining harmonious relations, even though attimes the relations seem distant, unfulfilling, or non-existent

....about learning when and when not to tolerate, when and when not to speak when spoken to....about trying to behave not like gangsters in front of the Girl Guides and not like sissies in front of your Brothers

....about everybody.Nobody is alone. We are a Scout GROUP for a reason, a MOVEMENT.And even sometimes, in the darkest moments of Scouting, when it appears that there can be no other hope but to exit from the most populous youth organisation in the entire world, one should always look back and ask himself, "

What has Scouting given to me and what can I give Scouting back?"The question is easily answered.

For me Scouting has given me a sense of adventure, nurtured me to have an insatiable drive even at the toughest times, trained me to become a better person, and I am proud to say that YES, I AM A BETTER PERSON TODAY BECAUSE OF SCOUTING.

Quitting? Who hasn't thought of quitting?

In Sec 1, I was probably the weakest and most looked down on, but I didn't gave up.

In Sec 2, I started the have the mindset of ponning activities, but I dragged myself there in the end.

In Sec 3, I started AP-ing seniors for a while. In the end what led me to my change of attitude I don't know. I was also enthrusted with Senior Patrol Leader. It was kinda prestigious to me.

Scouts love to EVALUATE. What went right? What went wrong? What have I learnt? I've learnt that to get something right, you would inevitably have to make some mistake along the way. I had also learnt that if you fall down, stand up, look carefully for your next step before continue walking. Its part and parcel of life.

Another thing is that we shouldn't be stuck down to life. We should leapt over all those barriers and continue with life. This doesn't applies to Scouting only, it too applies to life.

Here's my speech on handover day. Well its not complete though....

" Good afternoon Scouts. I'm speaking on behalf of the PLC 08/09 as the newly appointed SPL. As we open a new chapter of Falcon Scouting, its time to have a moment of silence of what we had acheived and gained for our troop in the past year. The next chapter would be about the fight of the 7-man PLC. Even though we may make mistake at times, please forgive us and we need you to point it out to us. Falcon Scouts would be mangaged in a new way different from the past. And hopefully we can bring this troop to greater height. As we take a newer step, we should leave all the bad things in the past and not bring along with us. When its time to move on, its time to move on. Don't get stuck up at any point in life. It wouldn't be an advantage to you. Now, let's bring this troop to a greater height, a greater good.This is the end of my speech. Thank You."

This was probably part of my post in August 2007.

Scouting, I hadn't regretted the choice I made in Primary 4.

To sum it up, I'll give another quote on top of the one I had in the previous post.

"Don't give up. Taking a shot means you have a fifty percent chance, but giving up would mean zero."

"There are only a few failures before you felt like giving up. But you might never know that you will suceed upon this failure. You Define Sucess. Others Define your Failure"

My feelings for you aren't faded a single bit. I really don't know. What about you? Guess I might be dissapointed.
I still want you to be my greatest encouragement, my greatest console.

2008-04-22T13:07:00.001+08:00

The logo I created for the schedule's header. Colour seems abit faded oh well.
Strive on PLC 2008/2009

confused and lost

2008-04-20T12:03:00.004+08:00

I don't know why. Somehow I just feel lost and confused without you. I really need you to be by me side again, to encourage and care for me like you used to but I know that's impossible anymore. Sorry I can't just fulfil the promise of not crying for you. I really need you by my side....

2008-04-20T00:09:00.005+08:00

Handover Ceremony 2008

Its time for us to get the baton and run the arm's race well.

Today was a not-so-happy day. To make it worst, my fever got worst. BAH.
As we walk down the last of our memory lane. I thought of when will be the next time I'm coming here again. The parting kiss, the parting hug would forever be etched in me and I promise I'll continue waiting for the day I can call you dear again. And now my greatest console is that you still love me and I love you alot still. Till we met again in the lover's world. I love you. Bye.♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2008-04-18T22:32:00.004+08:00

So what if I got it. I lost you. Please give me another chance. I really love you alot. Gimme another chance and we'll start anew please. I promise to be 10 times nicer, caring and loving then before please I really dunno what to do without you.
Sacrifices are made and expecting nth in return. I made mine. But I'm selfish. All i want for all the sacrifices is love all i want is care all i want is concern. So what if I get my yellow lanyard? Will I be happy without you? I can defintely say no.

2008-04-17T18:45:00.004+08:00

"Sorry, Blame It On Me"
Akon

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[Bridge]

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame

Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you
And you can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

1 more day to handover. Excited.
The feeling after downing a bottle of Bacardi Breezer rock. X) I'm feeling much better after that i guess.

I contd posting using this post cause this is the 299th post anw I won't think that I will have the chance to post tmr so the 300th will land on a Sunday. Saturday won't be free too.

I'm kinda having mixed feelings. Both CCA and R/S side. Arg Someone assure me. Someone comfort me. Someone give me hope.
The hurt I'm causing on myself. Lets just say I'm getting emo again.

2008-04-17T12:00:00.001+08:00

I'm confused.

And to add on Benedit is a dick X).
I should stop hurting myself. X(

2008-04-16T20:20:00.001+08:00

I'm not in a good mood these days. Don't piss me off.
Somehow you're avoiding me?

2008-04-15T19:33:00.004+08:00

"everything you say or do will in a way affect others. so be wary"

Some how I have this out of the world feeling. And the feeling's not good I tell you.

Nowdays I'm kinda numb to emotions. Guess that's a good thing?
I won't feel anything sad/hurting anymore?

Don't feel like posting anything Bye.

2008-04-14T21:20:00.004+08:00

"Life's aren't just the way it is. Its how you choose what you want it to be."

Man its 4 more days and I'm kinda dreading it. I'm afraid of what the results might be. I had been thinking that what if i failed.

Arg 4 more test to go this week. And some cunt face gave me a green paper for not doing 2 amath question.

And I'm laming with my tuition teacher.
Her: Sorry for not replying your msg yesterday, my phone died on me.
Me:Oh my its a tragic. When's the funeral cortege?
Her:Yup. Unexpected demis, anyway, had a quick send off, may it RIP.
Me:Oh ok dun be too sad ok? Kan kai yi dian.
Her:Thanks, well, at least I had a wondeful time messing arnd with it, however short the time is.

Ok lame.
我爱你♥Iloveyou.

2008-04-13T10:46:00.002+08:00

"conquer it, take it down, don't run away."

I'm kinda lagging I thought. I just realise the 1st mid year paper is just less than a month away. How time flies. We're almost towards the june holidays.

Somehow I had this weird feeling of not talking to anyone anymore. I dunno? I wanna shut myself up in my world and think through things slowly. Oh well.

Darn i'm only on the 6th epidsodes of 斗牛要不要 kinda slow I guess. I'm hooked onto taiwan dramas now ARG. And there's 原来我不帅. Wow.

Off to lunch now. Bye.
I wanna defy reality I wanna be with you forever. But guess that's life it is. Iloveyou♥♥

2008-04-12T17:00:00.002+08:00

Things to do today.
1. Watch at least 10 epidsodes of 《斗牛要不要》
2. Finish all my overdued Amaths Assignments.
3. Call her up today to clarify sth.

Its Saturday. Borrriiiiinggg.
斗牛要不要 is nice. X)
I don't want you to change anymore. I love you the way you are.

2008-04-11T22:29:00.003+08:00

Bleach Spoilers ahead.

1. 4 Vizards used to be captains. Cool huh.
2. Mayuri used to be a prisoner of Urahara in the Maggot's Nest.
3. A new captain, Shusuke Amagai will be appointed to replace Gin Ichimaru.
4. Urahara was a captain for less than a hundred years.
5. 7 Captains was replaced within that short 100 years.

BAH I'm bored
Maybe I've said sth wrong but I love you even though if you didn't change. Nothing can change this fact.

2008-04-11T21:08:00.006+08:00

Today was the 1st time we were let off before the sky had any tingling of darkness. It was still bright after slacking at the canteen for a while.

And we went to Tampines Mall for dinner. BEEF NOODLE + JUMBO ICE KACHANG = bloated scouts. After that went to the outdoor playground and slacked. We were bullied by a small kid and he called us stupid. X(

After today's interview felt kinda worried as I might have guess what rank and post I'm getting already. Feeling kinda sad, but you mean more to me I don't really care if i get it or not I still have you. I love you for what you are

Lalalalala. My old elbow joint injury is back. Fucking pain ):

7 more days to handover.
Aww another 2 days without you. I'm sad.

2008-04-10T17:34:00.003+08:00

Hydrogen
Helium
Lithium
Berylium
Boron
Carbon
Nitrogen
Oxygen
Fluorine
Neon
Sodium
Magnesium
Aluminium
Silicon
Phosphorus
Sulphur
Chlorine
Argon
Potassium
Calcium
Scandium
Titanium
Vanadium
Chronium
Manganese
Iron
Cobalt
Nickel
Copper
Zinc
Gallium
Germainium
Arsenic
Selenium
Bromine
Krypton
Rhubidium
Strontium
Yitrium
Zirconium
Beonium
Molybdenium
Technetium
Ruthenium
Rhodium
Palladium
Silver
Cadium
Indium
Tin
Antimony
Tellurium
Iodine
Xenon

Today was spent memorising the 1st 55 elements. Pro hor me X).

There's a old lady named Candy working in White Sands Mac. Sweet. I'm feeling good today. But perhaps not tomorrow and the weekends.

Handover in 8 days. Excited.
Iloveyou

2008-04-08T19:37:00.002+08:00

I suddenly have had the urge to post again.

Life's been kinda normal again just a few changes of schedule but its still the same routine plus a few other stuffs yea.

Handover's in less than 2 weeks and I'm having this kind of feeling that I rather wanna be a junior than a senior. Its like from that day onwards, my life would have a major change.

I dunno? I had been putting high hopes on myself. I WAN THAT SPL. I think I'll really cry on the spot if I don't get it. Oh well this is part of life, rejection.

Its not as if I want it and they will have to give it to me. Life sucks! except for some times probably. GAH!

Seriously I don't count this as a proper post. I need to think up a new theme for my next proper post. Bye.
I told you I'll always be there for you and I did today. Iloveyou darling.

2008-04-06T14:58:00.010+08:00

I'm freaking bored now GAH!

I've just recieved news that FalconS got gold in the chameleon challenge and that I'm suppose to go but I didn't in the end. Congrat anyway.

When I'm Gone- Simple Plan

I look around me but all I seem to see
Is people going nowhere expecting sympathy
It's like we're going through the motions
Of a scripted destiny
Tell me where's our inspiration
If life won't wait I guess it's up to me
Woah

No were not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woah
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long you'll miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah

Procrastination
Running circles in my head
While you sit there contemplating
You're wind up left for dead (left for dead)
Life is what happens
While you're busy making your excuses
Another day
Another casualty
But that won't happen to me

Woah
No were not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woah
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long you'll miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
When I'm gone

(Let's go)
Won't look back
When I say goodbye
Gonna leave this hole behind me
Gonna take what's mine tonight'
Cause every wasted day
Becomes a wasted chance
You're gonna wake up feeling sorry'
Cause life won't wait
I guess it's up to you

Woah
No were not gonna waste another moment in this town
Woah
We won't come back the world is calling out
Woah
Leave the past in the past gonna find the future
And misery loves company
Well so long you'll miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah

You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone
Woah woah woah
You're gonna miss me when I'm gone

2008-04-05T13:44:00.003+08:00

It's a Saturday today. Its been a real looooooong week. Many things had happened including my personal and CCA sides.

I've been listening to 爱爱and 周大侠 over and ove again. I think these 2 songs really fit my mood now.

Grah its raining now. Let me tell you the story of "The 7 starving Scouts"

It happened yesterday. Let me breifly explain what happen. After school all 7 of us changed into our Scouts Uniform, only to have 5 more min. So we skipped lunch and thought of having a full dinner at 85 after act. and before campfire.

However, things did not went well and there wasn't even enough time to catch a breather. Activity ended at 5.30pm for the Sec3s so we immeditely went to change into our still-not-dried (smelly with sweat GAH!(I didn't use BAH XD)) uniform.

And so I was given the "prestigious" task of bringing all the sec1s and 2s to Dover MRT. There were flaws on the way but everything worked out well.

This year's ACS(I) Gangshow wasn't that great last year was better. And so I didn't realise that there's bus 14 and I was thinking when I took it to ACS ''Hmmm Bus 14 why so familiar?" Then I realise it led back to Tanah Merah and "somewhere" X).

7 of us boarded the Bus 14 wanting to go 85 to eat our planned dinner 4 hours ago. And oh my we had the 2nd deck all to ourselves so we had some "Scouts Idol" lots of freaking funny incidents happened.

For instance Zhu stood up and said that his tall so he tip toe trying to touch the celing he try still cannot then went to jump and ended up with a baluku instead. And we devised a method of making your leg turn jelly instantly. Cool huh.

What a joke after more than 30 stops we finally reached our destination. It was already close to 12. By then we already passed by the whole of Orchard Road. And we had a filling dinner and realised that bus and MRT services are closed. And so we went seperrate ways to find our way home.

And thats how the 7 of us starved from 9.35am to 12am. almost 15 hours. GAH!

Going out now bye.
♥youX)

2008-04-03T20:39:00.003+08:00

Yesterday had been kinda screwed. Oh well heck since its settled already.

There's activity tmr and campfire after this. Somehow I just don't see the point of doing so much for all this anymore if the three bar won't be mine?

Guess I'll just try my best and take a step at a time.

GRAH I keep screwing up while folding my scarf. Piss me off!

And the dentist put some linking chain on my braces to tighten the whole teeth and it feels like just when i got my braces. PAIN!

No more bands for the time being I think.

No more mood to post other times perhaps. X)
Don't be silly I'll be thr for you forever never to leave. loveyouloads.♥♥

2008-04-03T20:14:00.000+08:00

I'm glad that at least its over now X). Iloveyou♥

2008-04-02T17:37:00.002+08:00

I'm wishing that what I had see was not it turned out to be and I had seen it wrongly. Tsk nice one. You made me hurt again. Now deeply and hard.

2008-04-01T19:25:00.004+08:00

10 things that would make me very happy:

1. you
2. you
3. you
4. you
5. you
6. you
7. you
8. you
9. you
10. scouts

Live life the way you want it to be. Since sacrificing is part and parcel's of life. You just hafta let it go. If its gone so be it. Its a 2 and a half years wasted. Its only 18 more days to handover. You're more impt to me .

2008-03-31T21:43:00.002+08:00

this is clement's friend! i shall be the strange person. and im posting for clement cos he's lazy. no, he did post actually. lol.

2008-03-31T21:29:00.003+08:00

Today P.T. made me came to the light.

If you had been wondering why I'm not online these days because I'm in Malaysia. And boy you should give me a hero's welcome.

I survived 2 days without electricity. There was a power failure in that area.

So the only thing I could do is SLEEP.

I spent the whole morning and afternoon sleeping yesterday. And oh yea it was my grandma's birthday. Thats why I'm there. BAH!

I'm too lazy to post liao. So thats all.

19 more to go.
I'll be always there for you. For you to lean on, for you to talk to, for you to love and for you to walk with till the end. Iloveyou and I assure you that you wouldn't be just alone anymore.

2008-03-29T17:43:00.003+08:00

Cycling Expedition was quite a sucess we thought.

Woke up at 8am and got hooked on to my PSP. Didn't realise that its already 9 and Mr Zhou is waiting downstairs for me so I chionged-bathed and then did my hair and off we went.

BAH darn had I bought the Big Breakfast Meal I could have another McMuffin cause we found the coupon after we bought our meal.

Then after everything had been organised off we went. After the whole thing. We sat there for an hour wating for Zhou's group to come back. Man we were sure pissed. My bad haha I gave them the wrong route.

After our BIG lunch, we walked and took a bus home. When the topics were shifted to Movies.

After that Zhou and me felt lame and we went to the library to do some reading. My reading speed was "owning" him.

Teachers these days have a new hobby-blog hopping. Must be careful of what we say. That day Friday I was pissed by some motherless pussy. She freaking piss me off three times in a day. I shan't elaborate more on that.

GRAH! I need a new blogskin. Anyone interested to help me find one and change it!

And wow I just realise that Shinji and his Vizard gang used to be captains and lieutenants in the Gotei Thirteen Squad.

20 more to go.
I love you I miss you

2008-03-25T19:13:00.003+08:00

My life is all about...

Studies-
Man which 15 year old life is aren't about studies. Wake up eat breakfast and schooling for the rest of the day. Its the life of a typical 7-18 year old teen.

Scouts-
Guess this is the only part of the week which made me feel more carefree and fun. Its been a whooooooooooooooooooooooooping 6 years in Scouts. Guess the feeling towards it just get better.

Gaming-
Well the gaming part wasn't quite true though I admit that I'm stuck with battleon for a year, maplestory for 2 years. BAH! Now gaming's outta my life most of the time anyway I still play them occassionally.

Web Surfing/Msn-ing-
Wheeew that's the part that I'm doing it most of the time.
You-
You made a difference in my life yea you do. You thought me what's being matured, giving people a sense of security, and lots of stuffs. Just wanna say I won't let you go, not ever. <3
Awwww what a post guess I'm really that bored. And my biceps cramped for the 2nd time today. RAR! Tuition later.

21 more to go.
I'll fall first. To cushion yours.♥Don't ask me not to follow again.

2008-03-23T17:09:00.003+08:00

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Its already 25 Days since our dear Mr Mas Selamat Bin Kastari escaped. Yes now its not Michael Scofield, its Singapore Most Wanted Man.

How did he escaped?

Singapore had always this so called tight security.

And morever his the most wanted person in a tightest security ever detention centre and how the hella did he escaped.

BAH! I heard of a few theories one of them which sounds kinda logical like the one he was poisoned in the detention centre but the police acted as if he escaped and its already 25 days mind you.

So let's get started armed with pots and pan do our part lets go hunt for him! My ass.

Now let's read a news report from Wikipedia on what really happened on the day 27th Febuary 2008.

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Escape on February 2008

At 4.05pm on Wednesday, February 27, 2008, the JI leader escaped from the Internal Security Department's Whitley Road Detention Centre where he was being detained. His family was visiting him at the time, and he was being led to a room to meet them when he asked to go to the toilet. He then fled.

A massive manhunt comprising personnel from the Singapore Police Force, the Gurkha Contingent, the Police Tactical Unit and the Police National Service Key Installation Protection Unit were deployed in the vicinity of the area immediately after the escape.

They were later aided by members of the Singapore Guards, before the operation was wound down over 17 hours later without success in locating the fugitive, who was believed to be unarmed.

Authorities said security is very tight at the detention centre and are presently conducting an independent study to determine how the fugitive escaped. Deputy Prime Minister Wong Kan Seng acknowledged that a security lapse led to his escape, and that everything is being done in attempt to recapture him.

The Onraet Road facility has armed guards, high wire fences and CCTV cameras. Reactions to the escape were filled with surprise and disbelief in what Western observers describe as a country where "security breaches are virtually unheard of", brought serious embarrassment to the Singapore government,and many questions raised by the public and the press. Security around the schools in the area was also beefed up to assure worried parents.

Indonesia and Malaysia have also announced that they too have stepped up their own border security in the wake of this incident.. Government authorities have received more than 1100 calls on sightings of Mas Selamat. The earliest sighting of him was in a back road near MacRitchie Reservoir leading to Toa Payoh Lorong 1 right behing Braddell View Estates.

An urgent worldwide security alert, or Orange Notice, has been issued by INTERPOL following a request from Singapore, INTERPOL issued the Orange Notice - which includes Kastari’s photograph and fingerprints, essential elements to help law enforcement officers in their search and eventual verification of his identity when located and arrested – to each of its 186 National Central Bureaus (NCBs).

The alert has since been changed to red.

Wanted posters of Mas Selamat were put up in shopping centers, buses, train stations and even schools islandwide to appeal for the public to inform Police should they spot him, and leaflets given out by volunteers to members of the Public. The three telecommunications companies in Singapore sent out free Multimedia Messaging Service(MMS) messages starting on 1 March 2008 to all 5.5 million subscribers with Mas Selamat's photograph, as well as email messages to SingNet Internet users.

The MMS read "Please call 999 immediately if you see Mas Selamat bin Kastari. He is short (1.58m tall) and limps on his left leg. Thank you." Lockdowns at border and immigration checkpoints have also resulted in much longer queues for people leaving Singapore. There were conflicting reports on the whereabouts of Mas Selamat.

While Singaporean police believe that he remains in Singapore, others such as Malaysia's The Star reported that he may have fled to Indonesia via a speedboat ride.
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As you can see his family was visiting Mr Mas at that time. Did they questioned his family? We wouldn't know even if they did.
From my conclusion i came up with 3 reasons on how he escaped.
1. There's bound to be an accomplice somewhere
2. Guards might have been bribed.
3. The tightest security is not so tight after all good enough to handle Mr Mas.

And to help you guys on regconising him.

And as if if this is not good enough..

Awww cmon its easter lets stop talking about Mr Mas.
Lets talk about Mr Mat Alamak instead. Let's hear his story. (Oringinal Source: talkingcock.com)

Wanted terrorist Mat Alamak was captured today after he failed to hail a cab in the CBD area.

TalkingCock secured this exclusive interview with wanted terrorist Mat Alamak to understand how he was recaptured by police.

"Aiya, damn suay!” said Mr. Alamak. “After my successful ‘toilet break’, I decided to lie low for a while. I got a job selling mee siam in a coffee shop on Circular Road and managed to evade the police."

Today, got two policemen came to my shop and ordered mee siam. After I brought them their mee siam, they asked me why got no "hum" in the mee siam. I told them mee siam where got hum, but they said nowadays new policy all mee siam must have hum.

This policy took place while I was on no-pay-leave at Whitley, that's why I didn't know about it."The two policemen then looked at me suspiciously. I made an excuse, went to the toilet and managed to escape via my top-secret, patented ‘toilet break’ technique.

"Out on Circular Road, I tried to hail a taxi, but they don't want to stop because of the new CBD taxi policy!

"I panicked, and looked around for a taxi stand, but none was in sight! Later, I found a taxi stand, but there were 50 people in the line. Wah lau!
When I finally got into the taxi, the taxi driver told me, eh tell you har, got CBD surcharge, hor. I realised I didn't have enough money, and kena kicked out of the taxi.

That was when the police finally caught up with me.

"Mr. Wong Ah Seng, Minister of the Police Ministry, attributed the successful recapture to the close cooperation between the police and LTA.
"The new CBD taxi policy is actually a smokescreen to flush out Alamak. We knew he was hiding out in the CBD area, so we wanted to make his movement difficult. You really think we so stupid and designed this type of cockup policy, is it?"

Now time for some fun.
http://www.talkingcock.com/html/games/pacmat.html

That's enough for today.
22 more to go.
♥Lazy Pig X)

2008-03-22T14:50:00.001+08:00

I went to cut my hair and got it fucked up.

I asked my back to be layered and she went to slope it instead.

I asked to trim my sideburn abit and she sloped it too.

I asked her not to touch my fringe and she went to snip half the length away.

23 more to go

2008-03-22T11:34:00.002+08:00

Ever heard of holidays blues. There's Monday blues but why holiday blues.

CAUSE I'M STARTING TO DREAD HOLIDAYS!

I rather be out in school then getting cope at home with nothing to do. BAH! I'm freaking bored.

The last interview is on Monday. We're are suppose to think what post do we really want and can we do it well anot. I guess I'm sticking to the original choice-Program Head.

Handover in 35 days or less.

Thinking about it made me feel weird. Its like we were getting instructions and commands for 2 years+ and then POOOF! Its our turn to give command and instructions.

And my weekends are totally occupied for the next 2 weeks. Next Saturday there's cycling expedition and campfire and Sunday I'm going Malaysia for my grandma's birthday.

The week after my Saturday is fully occupied again. Wow 1st time so busy leh.

24 more to go.
♥ X)

2008-03-22T10:01:00.002+08:00

蒲公英的约定
周杰伦

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
是记忆里的味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的青蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
哼歌而梦在等待着惊喜
一起长大的约定
那样清晰
打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行
是你如今
唯一坚持的任性
一起长大的约定
那样珍惜
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清
你是友情
还是错过的爱情

BAH!

2008-03-20T21:00:00.002+08:00

Today was ok i guess X).

And I found another textbook beside an Amaths one with measles. And its a prolonged measles making the atual red colour fading away and turned orange X).

26 more to go.
Love you too<3

2008-03-18T22:41:00.001+08:00

Ever heard of an Amaths textbook with chicken pox? I know where to find 1. X)

27 more to go.

2008-03-18T17:35:00.004+08:00

无双
周杰伦

苔藓绿了木屋路深处翠落的枫宗竹
乱石堆上有雾
这种隐居叫做江湖
箭矢漫天飞舞
竟然在城墙上遮蔽了日出
是谁在哭
冲你懂你懂你匆匆
有多少的蛮力就拉多少的弓
听我说武功无法高过寺院的钟
禅定的风静如水的松
我命格无双一统江山
狂胜之中我却黯然语带悲伤
我一路安营扎下蓬
青铜刀锋不轻易用苍生为重
我命格无双一统江山
破城之后我却微笑绝不恋战
我等待异族望天空
歃血为盟我等效忠浴火为龙
残缺的老茶壶
几里外马蹄上的尘土
升狼烟的城池
这种世道叫做乱世
那历史已模糊
刀上的锈却出土的很清楚
是我在哭
序你去你去
你继续我敲木鱼
开始冥想这场战役
我攻城掠地想冷血
你需要勇气挥剑离去
我削铁如泥
你去你再去
你继续不敌我致命的一击
远方的横笛吹奏你战败的消息
保持着杀气想赢的情绪
让我君临天下的驾驭
我命格无双一统江山
狂胜之中我却黯然语带悲伤
我一路安营扎下蓬
青铜刀锋不轻易用苍生为重
我命格无双一统江山
破城之后我却微笑绝不恋战
我等待异族望天空歃血为盟
我等效忠浴火为龙
命格无双一统江山
狂胜之中我却黯然语带悲伤
我命格无双一统江山
破城之后我却微笑绝不恋战
我等待异族望天空歃血为盟
我等效忠浴火为龙

Gosh I'm really into Jay Chou these days. I want his newest album!
28 more to go!

2008-03-17T23:35:00.002+08:00

I've finally finished my Emaths holidays homework which I had lagged behind. That leaves me with 1 more English Comprehension. Surprising aren't it first time I'm handing up all my homework in time.

We got the schedule for this month and realise that there's only 3 activities for the rest of the month plus 1 campfire on the 29th. That meant that there's lesser than 10 activities to handover.

I'm thinking of landing my 300th post on the handover day. Expect more posts from now but they will be quite short and I need to post at least once a day.

Its the first day of school and its as bad as ever. Adding on is my 3 day old runny nose/sore throat which hasn't been gone since Saturday.

GRAH its 11.40 now and I'm freaking awake. Too much computer. And I was telling Jo that what would it be like to have the 1st computer in the world ever in your house. The one as big as my room or maybe at least half of it.

Cool huh? Imagine sleeping beside gears and even going in into the monitor!

Next activity is Wednesday, which is combined pioneering session with sec2s. Its been a long time we seen them or they had attended activity. Time to toughen up my dear juniors!

Guess I shall go and sleep now *yawns X)
Good to see you again my girl X)

2008-03-12T20:15:00.009+08:00

Its your Guides Secondary 1 camp tomorrow. Good luck to you guides.

There's no more hike.

30 more to go.

2008-03-12T17:52:00.005+08:00

Its only 31 more post to my 300th. Guess i shall close this blog down once it hits 300.

In a flash 4 days of my holidays are gone. Jobweek 2008 had came to an end. A conclusion for my earnings. $205+$150+$265+$160=$780 Not bad I would say.

In these four days there was thousands of the same old sentence said.

"Good Morning/Afternoon/Evening Sir/Ma'am. I'm a Scout from Anglican High School and this week is our jobweek. Do you have any jobs that I could help you with?"

and

"Uncle/Auntie 早上／下午／晚上好。我是从圣公会中学的童子军。今天是我们的工作周。你有什么工作我可以帮忙的吗？“

Throats were often dry because of that. There were hundreds of rejection. But what kept me going was the seeeing of a blue/red note I might get if I knocked on the next door.

We also learnt alot these 4 days. Try getting 10 sec1s that 4 of us sec3s have to attend to and in the mean time meeting on our quota which was already hard enough. The mental stress could just easily kill us.

That what led to us pumping 220 yesteray. However we are still short of 500 dollars from our 4000 quota. We would probably reached it not for some slackers who would give a rather stupid excuse to pon.

The whole jobweek could be considered a joke to us. We met lots of weird and funny encounters. Like getting chase by dogs and trapped in a corner by it.

There were also hilarious happenings that happened to all of us. Sometimes looking back, we'll just laugh at it.

The whole jobweek I remembered,

Tianxun and my experiences with dogs at fernvale. Our every morning must have breakfast of Mac Bigbreakfast and a Sausage McMuffin with Egg and Ice Milo. Our morning spent cleaning Jav grandma's house and how I was getting chased around by Jav and MC who were holding Jav's grandma's dog and how horny the dog was. The constant rejection. My emo times at the void deck. Us spending more then 1 hour in school counting and rechecking, counting and rechecking our earnings hoping that we would have more then what we got on our card. Mc and Bingyi's singing competition on who would get the higher pitch. The times we Sec3s had fun together either chionging like some cock or slacking like some shit. The pumping sessions at the end of the day when we could not meet the day's quota. Thinking of ways to sneak into condos and eventually failing. Complaining that the people always does not return our pens after bringing the card and pen to sign. How we spent 1 hour in Jav's grandma house eating sweets and pineapple tarts while "trying" to think of ways to find a new area to comb. The hours at night when we spent trying to hand-iron dry our uniform so that it would be in tip-top condition and finding areas our on street directories for next day's work.

The thing might sound stupid to some of you all, but to us, its our experieces, our fun.

31 more to go.

2008-03-12T16:47:00.000+08:00

最长的电影
周杰伦

我们的开始　
是很长的电影
放映了三年　
我票都还留着
冰上的芭蕾　
脑海中还在旋转
望着你　慢慢忘记你
朦胧的时间　
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的　
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来　
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟　
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪　
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧　
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭　
不是因为在乎
朦胧的时间
我们溜了多远
冰刀划的
圈起了谁改变
如果再重来
会不会稍嫌狼狈
爱是不是不开口才珍贵
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎
再给我两分钟
让我把记忆结成冰
别融化了眼泪
你妆都花了要我怎么记得
记得你叫我忘了吧
记得你叫我忘了吧
你说你会哭
不是因为在乎

2008-03-10T22:42:00.005+08:00

I've finally met the 600 personal quota give me applauds haha. I'm getting kinda stressed and I think that I'm the one at fault for causing the sec1s having heavy punishments today.

I'm still not feeling any better X(.

2008-03-09T21:22:00.008+08:00

Its been another long week since I posted properly.

These days being busy with job week. We Scouts learn the most about the outside society during job week. There's stories of joy, tireness and tears each dollar comes with a story.

My earning had been pretty average I would say. 205 on the 1st day and 155 on the 2nd. I'm nowhere near the batch's target. Our quota for the 7 of us is 4.2 thousand which all of us had been striving hard to.

Jobweek had also developed phobia for dogs. Imagine getting chased by four dogs at a time on 1 day and the next day getting cornered by a german shephed for half and hour before our saviour (the owner) came. Yes it happened all to me. That's just a small part of it.

Going around fernvale today was kinda fun with TianXun he wanted to find a place to pee. So being the kind of guy he was, he went to find a corner, only realising that its either overlooking some house or theres a dog nearby growling at him. So we went into a condo with the permission of the security guard. So being the good and trustworthy Scouts, we only went ot the toilet and nothing else.

Oh and about our wonderful morning journey. So we met on 8 for breakfast before setting off for SengKang. We took a bus 88 only realising that it doesn't go anywhere near SengKang MRT Station. We alighted at some unknown stop and walked all the way to a LRT Station.

After that we wanted to take a LRT to fernvale only going round and round the wrong loop. We didn't know that there was a East and West Loop. After some asking we finally reached there. TianXun's bright idea was to cut through some undergrowth to the private housing estate, only to make us lost in the middle of some "forest".

After that he left early so I started to chiong after 1 wasted morning. It was tiring. All I got was blisters and rejections. And did I mention that I could be a professional gardener after today. Almost all my jobs were gardening. My forte.

I almost got scammed by Mr Zhou TianXun that bus 27 could lead me to Tampines Interchange. Luckily, I noticed that the bus is not going at the direction of the interchange so I alighted and ran all the away to the MRT Station thinking I was late. Only to realise that the time to fall in is 6pm and not 5.30pm.

Been surviving on Barcadi's Breezer to sleep well these days. Alchoholic drinks always does the trick. In love with the orange flavour now.

There's 2 more days to go and if we don't meet the quota on the 4th day, I'm afraid that there will be a 5th and 6th day. That leaves me with only next Sunday to do my homeworks.

And if YOU(you know who you are) are reading this I'll be waiting for your call every night. Yea so do call back if your're see this X). I'm sorry for not answering your call yesterday. I'm tired and sleeping like a log. And just to tell you. I'm missing you badly. X(

2008-03-05T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hey! Life's getting better I think.X)

P.S. I love you

2008-03-02T12:18:00.004+08:00

If I Fall
-Amber Pacific

This is for the ones who believes their lives won't change
Hoping then someday things will meant and be the same

And this is for the ones who have lost it all and all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away...

How can I say...
Say I'll be okay...
And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own

And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

Now that the lines been broken
I'm too afraid to just look back
The pages have left an empty space
You were all I had
Why does it have to be this way
These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need...

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own

And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on

And if I fall through these days that go by without cause
Just a painful mistake has left me here on my own

And if I fall through these nights I can't seem to go on
Just a sign that you're with me gives me the strength to hold on...

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Mum's birthday yesterday. Happy Birthday to her.
Lotsa things happened yesterday, yea.
Having mixed feelings now.

2008-02-24T11:22:00.002+08:00

Guess I shall continue posting.

Yesterday was Rally Day woke up at 5 am again. Didn't had much sleep the few days so I had a big headache. Took some painkillers.

The rally was a waste of my time and sleep. All of us went there for either the badge or Frank Cooper Sands point only.

Next was the cycling expedition recee. It was quite sucessful I would say. At least all of us completed our routes on the given time frame.

This is the Tanjong Rhu bridge. It was beside the Indoor Stadium. There, we saw a construting Circle Line Station called Stadium. Jav and I were like " Stadium Station. Passengers going to the Singapore Indoor Stadium or the National Stadium, please alight at the next stop. Stadium Station. Please Mind the platform gap." Cool huh.

Going up the Benjamin Sheares Bridge was hell. But going down was definitely cool. All of you should give it a try. Feeling a sense of accomplishment after the up-bridge.

After that something happened to my orienteering skills and I cocked up in the end we backtracked for more then 2 km.

After finishing we rushed back East Coast Park. On the way we saw 4 mother fucking assholes that weren't even fit enough to fight the 2 of us. But shan't talk about them. And then there was this conincident that we met our school's Guides' bus on the road. Singapore is really that small.

Going back was a joke. They started talking about "Journey to the West" about how dumb the four idiots and demons were and more.

Shall end here now. Guess I must be feeling better now.

"The word “scout” refers to a person that dares to venture into the unknown and to seek out new adventures and possibilities for his community"

-Nicholas Tang

Chief Commisioner

That's Scouting. That's us.

2008-02-22T00:19:00.003+08:00

SCOUTS’ FOUNDER’S DAY 2008
22 FEBRUARY 2008

MESSAGE FROM MR NICHOLAS TANG
CHIEF COMMISSIONER
SINGAPORE SCOUT ASSOCIATION

Dear fellow scouts,

1. 2008 marks the start of the second millennium of scouting. We have just turned 100 years old and this is a remarkable achievement for any organization. We should be proud of this because it shows there must be something unique and valuable in scouting which is valued by so many countries and societies.

2. However we should not assume that there is therefore no need for change. Some may assume that if we have done well for a 100 years then we will also do well for the next 100 years if we continue to do the same. This is a fallacy and is dangerous. The world of today is very different from the world of yesterday. In fact the pace of change is now even faster than it was before and so the world of tomorrow is beyond anyone’s imagination. Are we prepared for this change? Do we welcome and embrace change?

3. Let me share with you a story about a cat in an Ashram in India. This cat loves the company of people and so each evening when the priest led his congregation in prayer, the cat would also wander around the prayer hall. The priest felt that the cat was distracting the devotees. So he tied the cat up every evening before the start of the prayers. This practice continued even after the priest passed away. Then one day the cat died too. The temple quickly found a replacement for the cat because everyone thought that tying up a cat during prayers is an integral and important part of evening prayers.

4. The story illustrates a key ingredient or pre-requisite before anyone can even begin to bring about change in any organization or practice. This is the need to examine and understand the rationale or reason behind existing practices. Very often we are afraid to challenge existing practices, like tying the cat in the story, and we just continue doing them even though the circumstances have changed. What is even more dangerous is that we start to create our own reasons for a practice that we do not even understand.

5. My fellow scouts, the word “scout” refers to a person that dares to venture into the unknown and to seek out new adventures and possibilities for his community. The world needs this true scouting spirit more than before because the future is even more uncertain as a result of the rapid changes that are taking place. However, we must be prepared to challenge our present practices and activities, understand them, and then either keep them or throw them away if they are no longer relevant to the present circumstances. Only then can we retain the true spirit of scouting and ensure that we will remain as the largest youth movement in the world.

6. Thank you and have a meaningful Founder’s Day.

I like paragraph 5. I think that this is the best Founder's Day message better than the past years.

It's 2am now and I've finally finished the model hehe. My hands are full of blisters X(. 1 more proposal to go.

Happy Founder's Day and Thinking Day to all Scouts and Guides.

2008-02-18T21:27:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling so emo now.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I've never felt anything like this before.

2008-02-17T15:13:00.002+08:00

Don't read it if you think my posts are pointless.

I dunno why I'm fucking crying now. I'm being an emp shit again.
I'm the one always get blamed for anything I didn't do.

2008-02-17T12:57:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was perhaps one of the better days I had.
Now fo the song. I like it once I heard it over the radio when going school.
Song's at my playlist.
Enjoy.

Breathless
Shayne Ward

If our love was a fairy tale
I would charge in and rescue you
On a yacht baby we would sail
To an island where we’d say I do

And if we had babies they would look like you
It’d be so beautiful if that came true
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

And if our love was a story book
We would meet on the very first page
The last chapter would be about
How I’m thankful for the life we’ve made

And if we had babies they would have your eyes
I would fall deeper watching you give life
You don’t even know how very special you are

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me

You must have been sent from heaven to earth to change me
You’re like an angel
The thing that I feel is stronger than love believe me
You’re something special I only hope that I’ll one day deserve what you’ve given me
But all I can do is try
Every day of my life

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless
I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

You leave me breathless
You’re everything good in my life
You leave me breathless I still can’t believe that you’re mine
You just walked out of one of my dreams
So beautiful you’re leaving me
Breathless

2008-02-15T22:12:00.000+08:00

Notice Me
Ohh I wanna let you know
That I'll always love you baby

Sometimes I think about
Everything that we've been through
And I pray that you would just open your eyes
I love you I need you
So please don't throw our love away

Since the day you and I snuck away to be alone
I knew from that night something special went on
It must have been the first kissY
ou told me that nobody else in the world made you feel this
I felt the same way too but nothing stays the same
I'm sorry for the tears I'm sorry for the pain
You were the one that always made things right
I promise you this though you got a friend for life
Maybe one day we can try it again
And maybe things can be a little different
So lets just kiss and say goodbye
Cuz I really cant stand the pain of seeing you cry

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

All that's mine is yours that's what I said
Treat you with love and respect in everyway
You wanted I gave you need me I was there
Now you treat like if I'm not here
I love you and I need you don't wanna let go
If you want somebody else please let me know
Can't take it no more I feel I'm dying inside
Is this the price I pay for handing you my life?
I know I'm not perfect but I truly cared
So when you wake up one morning and I'm not there
Just remember I loved you it will never be the same
Gave you everything and you threw it all away

I've given everythingI loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

I gave you my good and my bad
My heart and my soul,
My trust my money my time,
What more can you ask from a man
Even when times are hard
I held out my arms and held you
Even excepted you through whatever weather
But now I feel it we're at the end of the road
Whatever we had now I gotta let go
Nights like this I wish raindrops would fall
To cover my tears
Wishing I could replace all those wasted years
Of loving someone who couldn't love me back
And now again I gotta start from scratch
But I know I've given you my everything

I've given everythingI loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me
I've given everything
I loved you endlessly
But when it comes to me
You don't even notice me

2008-02-15T21:11:00.004+08:00

Somehow or the other I just felt like blogging.

Its already almost 2mths being a sec3. Life's getting much worst for me its like I'll feel screwed uo if something is missing on that day. Arg Fuck that. I'm feeling so lousy.

I just heard that there's gonna be a camp on march from a Friday to a Sunday during a sch week. I told my Mum and she gave me a big reaction. "No need do homework ar!' "Tuition also no need tuition liao ar"

That was not the end I told my dad and she gave me a bigger reaction that I would rather not say.

My phone's quite screwed up, somtimes I can't recieve any smses sometimes I can'y even send them. Fuck it.

Today's backwoodsmen was 1 of the quite sucessful 1 and surprisingly I love the rice a lot. It taste like pineapple porridge. Mmmmmm.

Thanks to all of you for ur V'day presents though I finished everything in a day.

Happy Belated V'day to all those who I didn't reply anything to.

2008-02-12T22:56:00.000+08:00

I've finally finished my cycling expedition proposal. Kudo to the one cheering me on. THANKS! XD

2008-02-11T22:17:00.000+08:00

Its all started with a birthday boy called YuanZhi thinking that he could get home first so that he wouldn't get his undesired present. So he released his level earlier than other levels.

After that he immediately went home, outside the gate, he saw 8 man chasing him. Boy his scared and started to ran only to get cornered. He deserted his belongings and ran as far as he could.

After a while he decided to give in and claimed his stuffs. So he got his undesired birthday present for us.

A few of us carry him and started to give him the undesired. Thinking that it wasn't enough, we got to hands-on and started to whack it.

So we decided to parade him around, doing the "Undesired" on every tools we can see.

Finally, its the finale and we ran and slam it onto a thin pillar. Boy OUCH!

We play around with each other and bear no grudges. That's brotherhood. A thing that not many will understand.

2008-02-09T12:49:00.000+08:00

Somehow I suddenly had the urge to check the recent news. I haven't step out of the house since the day I came! So I went online and found out one shocking news.

The famous Orang Utan had just died. She died at 48. So its kinda long I think for an Orang Utan. At least she had a fulfilled life.

I stilled remembered the time I met her I was a small (and probably innocent) kid. I screamed and ran away at the sight of her. i was darn afraid of animals. Lol

Yea, so its rest in peace for her.

I'm going home tommorow. And I'm mighty happy with that. Here, its just DVDs in the day and mahjong till 3 or 4am before sleeping till 12 and the whole routine starts again.

I'm gonna step my 1st step of the house now so I'm signing off now. Bye! And I repeat once again my phone is cocked up I can't recieve nor send messages at times even in Singapore. Lousy operators.

I want more than just words.

2008-02-08T14:11:00.000+08:00

Its been 3 days since I stayed in this urban kampong located at the southeast of malaysia. Its weird how kampong these days have internet connection faster than that of mine.

Guess my flu's better now but the intense coughing is still there. Who wouldn't after drinking at least 3 packets and 2 cans of soft drink a day.

Had been sleeping late these days. The 1st night I slept at 4am after coming back from supper. And there's mahjong to keep me occupied to 5 last night.

Its Chinese New year people. Its our chance to stay till late night. Who wouldn't.

After 3 days I finally realise something. I had not stepped out of the house since the day I came. Weird aren't it. At home I felt like going out all the time and here I rather sit in front of the com or sleep the whole day instead of going out. And its Chinese New Year. What irony.

2008-02-07T03:31:00.000+08:00

Man its 3.30am and I'm still online. Haha

The yearly awaited Chinese New Year is here. Its gonna be a time when the adults groan as they have to part of their money and a time when children were the richest during the whole year.

For me its a time of joy. In the past me and my cousins love to play with firecrackers till late nihgt. But now it just aren't the same anymore. No one really missed it. As people say, memories are better to be kept when its still sweet.

Its been a long time since I got the flu virus and it just had to happened this Chinese New Year. The constant sneezing and coughing left me wheezing for breath at times.

And guess what I had a five days holidays totally cut off from urban life at my grandma's house in malaysia. Its almost hard here to send a single sms and consider yourselves lucky if you manage to recieve 1 from me.

Now its just me alone in the room now. Everyone is asleep and a few others are out for supper. I'm just too lazy to move my ass away from the computer.

Many things had happened recently and I guessed that it is going better than I thought. At least I finished half of my Cycling Expedition proposal which took me days. Surprising aren't it.

2007 had practically been a good year for me I would say. But its all in the past and I should put it all behind me.

Somehow or rather why I'm feeling kinda worried and confused how the rest of the year would turn out to be.

Will you be my special someone?

2008-02-07T00:02:00.000+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to all!
I'm in malaysia playing with firecrackers heh
Jealous yea?
Haha.

I just realise my phone's abit screwed. Sometimes it doesn't recieve smses at all so maybe next time you all would hafta send twice if I din't reply yea?

2008-02-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

My Immortal
Evanescence

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all of my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Because your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
But now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
And though you're still with me
I've been alone all alone

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I've held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I'm tired and I wanna be alone. Guess what I screwed up my Amaths test today cause' I had no mood to do the paper. Half of it is blank. Happy New year to me.

2008-02-02T15:39:00.000+08:00

This is it Falcon Scouts Troop 2008

I like this photo.

Sec3s aka PLC 08/09

Things wren't really right these days. I meant i've been worrying about everything. My homework, results, CCA and everything.
I'm lost and I guess I really need someone to console or counsell to me. Am I being paranoid or what.
And I've been darn careful of what I've been doing and sometimes I felt so stressed up. Life is definitely harder than Sec2 but its the process of growing up and etc.
Arg. At times i just felt like letting all out.
but i can't..

2008-01-31T21:39:00.000+08:00

I've got a major break down yesterday. I tore up my homework after finishing them its just like deep inside I'm entangled up. Guess I'm fine now the stormy's day over.

Sec1 investiture is tommorow. Its really an important event for us, scouts.

2008-01-30T21:59:00.000+08:00

I'm drained and its like I've lost my way . Its like theres so many homework waiting for me and I don't know where to start though sec3 is managable i'm still juz as lost as ever.

I'm tired someone please...

2008-01-29T17:24:00.000+08:00

Sec3 life was just great at least I can cope well haha. Maybe its that I'm sleeping less in school now though i still dozed off at times.

Post attachment last Friday and all I could say that it was great. Post attachment is an activity for Sec3 batch to take up the post they desired for the day and you get to learn a lot.

I was Program Head and I leanrt quite a lot. Like although we may see that our seniors were as solemn as a grave, they still had our welfare caused I was told that I had planned too much activities.

Tx and I had been made the ICs for the cycling expedition and I've been thinking where to start. Proposals, proposals guess this is the life of a senior.

Job week and CCA Hike during the March holidays almost the whole of it is gone. Handover's in April and all of us had been showing our best attittude during activities.

For me, it doesn't matter in the past what rank or post I get, but guess our ambition grows as we grow.

Guess I've been getting long winded thats all for now. Bye!

2008-01-27T14:31:00.000+08:00

Guess I'm bored now that's why I'm doing this.

27th Jan
karen: hiYO!
me:hey! X)

26th Jan
debra: haha how come yuo evolved from so many things!? HUH okay ahhaha why am i a cheena freak!
debra: NOOOOOOOOooOOOOOOOOO
me: caused i'm made that way you cheena gurl! XD

jonathan: hello clement!
Hey! haha SIDE WITH ME!

ash!ey: walao that day mrt station i with u kyle u acknoledge him nvr acknowledge me. ZZzz. lol u linked me. fine i shall link u
me: I did see you haha i'm just lazy to say anything :X

josephine: hahah! DEBRATONG! MY NAME IS SOOO BIG! jealous? (X hahah. hello clement!
me: ahahah ure happy now? haha hey!

debra: WHY IS MY NAME LAST
debra: p.s: you know for the birthday thing.
debra: p.s:you're a rock, i OWN. it's called pwnage, baby! HAHAHAHHAHAHA so i win.
me: caused I rocked more than you ;D

25th Jan
AUdrey: eeeeeee......selfish=/!nvm i still can reach 1.7 de>
me: haha we'll see XD

Xinlong: wah ur post so chim lols .__.
me: really ar haha

josephine: YAY! my name is so big! but you made junle's name big big too! hmpf! hahaha. i know you like my last post for today! (X
me: change liao haha happy now?

22th Jan
CHARIS.: OOPS. forgot to wish you! so HAPPY BIRTHDAY! you're another year older a.k.a another chance for you to mature OKAY! haha, ((:
me: haha stupid bimbo lagger

ruihuai: happy b'dae!!! whoa teen angst
me: Wheres my shoe and socks

2008-01-25T20:56:00.001+08:00

What my research of Clement shows:
From the Late Latin name Clemens which meant "merciful, gentle". This was the name of 14 popes, including Saint Clement I, the third pope, one of the Apostolic Fathers. Another saint named Clement was Saint Clement of Alexandria, a theologian and church father who attempted to reconcile Christian and Platonic philosophies.

Gimme life baby.

2008-01-24T19:32:00.001+08:00

My fucking headache is still there, well screw it. Things really aren't going well this year.

It is only when something major happens in your life when you truly realise who your true friends are.

At this juncture I would like to thank those who have helped. I don't know how else I can describe how grateful I am for your help.

Thank you.

2008-01-23T18:55:00.001+08:00

I've got a fucking headache. Someone please cure it.

2008-01-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

What Clement Ong Kang Rong Means

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Haha somehow I just don't hink that the first part is true lol.

And to that disgusting someone the whole world is against u haha admit it and face it with the little man's pride you've every have or even had. So what if i'm worst? At least I know my stand and I'm clear who's my friends and who's not. You're just pathetic.

2008-01-21T18:22:00.000+08:00

Haha yea and so..

thanks to my JUNLE, the Sec3 Scouts, Jayce, Josephine, JiaYun, Xin Wei, Yi Rong, Pamela, 3B'08, grace, micah, chew shian, debra and all those that I didn't mention (sorry) for your wishes.

2008-01-16T19:44:00.000+08:00

Wow A%S is recently having the our so called perfect A%S image maker.

She got a girl upstage to demostrate to others about her inappropriate hair. Hey bitch theres not called being your model to show it to the rest of the school its called PUBLIC HUMILATION.

We're 15 and like what they had always said we're youg adults and we know how to think for ourselves. We do not need some extra people to teach us how to pin up our hair or cut our fringe back and sideburn we have our own mind and we can decide what to do with our image.

Well FUCK IT!

And did I mentioned how i heard that she just screwed up the whole of A%S Studnet Council Body.

She disbanded a comm of the student council and made a new comm "Discipline Comm" like hello?

And did she just no longer put the councilors in charge of the Sec1 Orientation Camp?!

Well she just destroyed 1 of the strength of A%S. I had always marvelled at how the school had allow students to show their maximum potential at such things and now its destroyed.

Gosh she just made almost 1 quater of the student council body wanting to quit.

2008-01-13T17:55:00.000+08:00

Hey haha update update haha probably the last post till end of this month or something. Haha

Its welcome party this Friday and I've already done the proposal this morning at Ming Chiang house and his computer just had to screwed up after I left.

My 4 hours of hard work gone down the drain lol.

Changi Airport T3 just opened haha maybe I should go take a look heard that its quite magnificent.

Ferris Wheel opening in March or is it April I forgot hah I wanna take a ride up on that thing.

And "THE" day's coming in 8 more days hahaa.

Last Friday was so tiring haha. 1st interview for our rank and post and helping at CCA selection. We found Javier's "relative" . He has got the same skin colour and surname as Jav and his name is Wei Hong while jav is Wei Quan. LOL. After that everyone get to go home while we had to do an hour of footdrill and pumped 100 before we can go.

Handover's soon and I hope that I can get the post and rank I want.

Job week also coming haha I'll try hard not to get so stress up.

Speak to me.
Talk into my ears.
Say what you should say.
And I would do what I need to do.

2008-01-09T19:38:00.000+08:00

Welcome party I/C that meant no more combined activity I/C awhh haha

Didn't go for Scouts today caused postponed 3 times of tuition cause of Scouts then in the end my Mum fed up. lol

2008-01-08T19:15:00.000+08:00

Rain weren't so much of a hindrance to all of you. But for us Scouts, its one of the worst thing that could happen during one of the major pioneering activities. Lashings would get wet and became tight, so tight that some of us had to take a good 30minutes to untie it.

Now back to school life. Prison Break caught me for having the back of my hair 5 cm above my collar. CSJ caught me for having my 1 week old shaved sideburn and a fringe that did not even touch my eyebrows.

What could I do such is a typical student life. Igot my hair so short now that its almost slope at the back and fringe-less. I've got my sideburn shaved once more.

If shes gonna say that I've got long hair, guess what. I'm just gonna do what she refers as "Open Defiance" To hell with her reasoning.

Been having some sort of nightmare these few days. Perhaps I'm just stressed out of life.

Been updating a lot these few days guess blogging really does makes me feel better.

I heard something interesting on the radio on my way to school today. Why is it that people would meddle with their phones when they are waiting for their friends alone.

It just as if we're expecting a call or message from someone, not the person we're waiting for, but someone that maybe had a big place in our heart.

Almost everyone does that I do, and maybe others too.

Jobweek and March Camp's coming man its gonna be a long holiday.

Things are not gonna happen the right way this year I bet.

2008-01-07T22:23:00.000+08:00

I don't give a fuck about them anymore

Its just me myself and I

2008-01-07T19:51:00.000+08:00

The Great Escape
Boys Like Girls

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

2008-01-07T18:21:00.000+08:00

Its been a while since I had a proper post. Well here goes...

Its 2008 well new year. The Ferris Wheel is opening in match, handover's in April and olympics in August. Haha 2007 happened like nothing.

New year meant new resolution.

Haha i think i lost my blogging skills haha can't seems to think of anything to type.

Schools fine these days. Today had a short meeting or rather pumping session. Pumped 230. Wow it may look like nothing for some people but its like a great achievment for me.

Shall end here looking forward to find something to post again soon.

Sometimes it hurts to be
With you,
I believe i can fly,
With you,
I believe I can touch the sky
With you,
You shall be the one and only

2008-01-01T12:53:00.001+08:00

Happy New YEAR to all!
Its a brand new year.

So just drop all the bad things that happened to you and start afresh.

Opps still a bit tipsy till last night. Red wine definitely does not taste nice especially after u drank half a glass of it.

2007-12-28T15:15:00.000+08:00

"I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Always Trying To Get You Off (Me & You)"
Fall Out Boy

Last year's wishes
Are this year's apologies
Every last time I come home
I take my last chance
To burn a bridge or two
I only keep myself this sick in the head
Cause I know how the words get you

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, at best

Me and youSetting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and youSetting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you

Collect the bad habits
That you couldn't bare to keep
Out of the woods but I love
A tree I used to lay beneath
Kissed teeth stained red
From a sour bottle baby girl
With eyes the size of baby worlds

We're the new face of failure
Prettier and younger but not any better off
Bullet proof loneliness
At best, at best

Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and youSetting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and youSetting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you

The best way
To make it through
With hearts and wrists in tact
Is to realize
Two out of three ain't bad
Ain't bad

Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I woke up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
(Honeymoon)
Setting in a honeymoon
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I wake up next to you
If I woke up next to you
Me and you
Setting in a honeymoon
If I wake up next to you(Honeymoon)

"Jenny"
The Click Five

She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores meand then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own space
she's playing mind game
sends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
Jenny

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me
It's killing me
Jenny

2007-12-27T21:12:00.000+08:00

Thats how i spent the day after christmas.

2007-12-25T20:25:00.001+08:00

Sometimes its just so tired being Mr Nice Guy
Merry Christmas...

2007-12-25T02:57:00.001+08:00

Lol watching halloween now 3 am sleepy.

2007-12-24T23:44:00.000+08:00

Lol presenting our SKIT! zzzzz

Lol he act cute zz eh can blackmaik president.

Our future WWE wrestlers MC Punk and BY Punk

Sec 2 07 with level heads

Your money or your life hehehehe

Whales

2007-12-22T13:59:00.000+08:00

Final Fantasy and "Numb" just fits don't they.

2007-12-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

Lols I won th lottery congratualation to myself heres the email i got XD

UK-LOTTO Headquarters,
The Marina Offices,
St Peters Yacht Basin,
Newcastle upon Tyne,
NE6 1HX
England.

Customer Service
Ref: UK/9420X2/68
Batch: 074/05/ZY369

WINNING NOTIFICATION:

We happily announce to you the draw (#1043) of the UK NATIONAL LOTTERY,online Sweepstakes International program held on Saturday 1st of December, 2007 in NEWCASTLE UNITED-KINGDOM.

Your e-mail address attached to ticket number:45375600545 -188 with Serial number 5360 - 02 drew the winning numbers: 05 . 06 . 12 . 13 . 31.45 . [24] Bonus Ball which subsequently won you the lottery in the 1st category.

You have therefore been approved to claim a total sum of £2,481,932(Two Million Four Hundred And Eighty One Nine Hundred And Thirty Two Great British Pounds) in cash, credited to file KTU/9023118308/05.

This is from a total cash prize of £2,481,932,and you happen to be the only luckywinner in this first category.

Draw 1043 Saturday 1st December 07 Jackpot

All participants for this online version were selected randomly from World Wide Web sites through computer draw system and extracted from over 100,000 unions,associations and corporate bodies that are listed online.

This promotion takes place weekly. Please note that your lucky winning number falls within our European booklet representative office in Europe as indicated in your play coupon.In view of this, your GBP£2,481,932 ( Two Million Four Hundred And Eighty One Nine Hundred And Thirty Two Great British Pounds )will be released to you by any of our payment offices in Europe.

Our European agent will immediately commence the process to facilitate the release of your funds as soon as you contact our fiduciary agent. For security reasons, you are advised to keep your winning information confidential till your claim is processed and your money remitted to you in whatever manner you deem fit to receive your prize.

This is part of our precautionary measure to avoid double claiming and unwarranted abuse of this program. Please be warned!!! To file for your claim, contact our fiduciary agent: Mr. Brian Hunt Email: brain.hunt_ukl@hotmail.co.uk with your claims verification form/information below:

FULL NAMES OF BENEFICIARY:...............................
CONTACT ADDRESS:......................................... CITY/STATE:.............................................. COUNTRY:................................................. NATIONALITY:............................................. SEX:..................................................... AGE:.....................................................
MARITAL STATUS........................................... TEL NO:..................................................
EMAIL ADDRESS:........................................... NEXT OF KIN:............................................. OCCUPATION:.............................................. ANNUAL INCOME:........................................... AMOUNT WON:.............................................. REFENCE NO:................BATCH NO:..................... WINNING NO:............... TICKET NO:.................... SERIAL NO:.................LOTTERY DATE:.................

Congratulations once again from all members and staff of this program. Thank you for being part of our promotional lottery programs.

Yours faithfully,
Mr. DAVID H. LOUIS
Online coordinator for UK NATIONAL LOTTERY Sweepstakes International Program.

-------------------End of Letter---------------------------------

Lol who wanna share the £2,481,932 with me I don't mind.

Heres what I replied:

Dear Mr David H. Louis

Thank you for notifying me that I had won the lottery. I would love to collect the prize money personally at your Britain Office.

However would you kindly sponsor my air ticket or you could deduct my air ticketting fees from my prize money.

Thank you for your letter once again. Hope to hear from you soon.

P.S. Nice letter writing skills I could use it for my English tests. Five words for you"To hell with your lottery"

Yours Faithfully,
Clement Ong
Totally against suckers

2007-12-18T23:05:00.000+08:00

Holidays aren't my right days.

I stand alone
Things aren't happening the right way
I'm doing it again
Guess it just me myself without anyone around
And I hate it

2007-12-13T18:22:00.000+08:00

Days to avoid calling me out:

13/12
Geog. Tuition + Making teeth mould for braces
14/12
Scouts activity + First Aid Course
17/12
Scouts activity???+First Aid Course
18/12
X-ray for Braces+First Aid Course
19/12
Library C.I.P. + Farewell Actvity@Pasir Ris Park+First Aid Course
20/12
CCA Hike + First Aid Course
21/12
CCA Hike

2007-12-06T19:07:00.001+08:00

"Hate (I Really Don't Like You)"

by Plain White T's

Love love love love love love

You were everything I wanted
You were everything a girl could be
Then you left me brokenhearted
Now you don't mean a thing to me

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
I really don't like you

Thought that everything was perfect (perfect)
Isn't that how it's supposed to be?
Thought you thought that I was worth it
Now I think a little differently

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down
Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you

Now that it's over you can't hurt me
Now that it's over you can't bring me down

Oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh

All I wanted was your
Love love love love love love

(Hate) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you (I really don't like you)
Now that it's over
I don't even know what I liked about you (liked about you)
Brought you around and you just brought me down
(Hate) Hate is a strong word
But I really, really, really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)
I really don't like you
(Oh oh oh oh oh oh)

2007-12-04T18:29:00.000+08:00

Fuck.
I'm missing 2E'07
Thats fucking unlikely of me
I'm reading other's archive.
Fuck
I'm missing it.